The Book

The Book

The binding is split, idly, by a ragged thumbnail.

Lazy in the corner, the ladybird's

echo on every slim, neatly stacked book.

Peter has a ball. Jane sees the ball. I see

 a blue ribbon and a white sun dress, a neat centre parting

and a fixed grin; an idyll in pastel.

Monday morning on her lap

safe, curled amidst the scent of laundry

and home baking.

The jumbled shapes rearrange beneath a determined finger

into sounds and words and finally

into whole worlds

Rhonda July 2016

The Blue Scooter

THE BLUE SCOOTER

Lizzie whizzed around the block on her blue metal scooter. She loved it so much, and there was nothing to beat going at speed and feeling the wind through her hair.  She felt free and alive.  She knew the rules though, her mum had told her as she left the house ‘Don’t go over the road away from the block or you will go to bed early.’ From where Lizze was, spinning round and round on the pavement on her side of the road, the houses on the other side looked new and exciting.

Lizzie arrived at the back gate. She was so thirsty, she barely paused to prop the scooter against the outside wall before she ran down the path.  The gate slammed behind her leaving her precious scooter completely out of sight.

Lizzie opened the door with such vigour it made her mum cross. ‘I’ve told you not to come in the door like that – you’ll have it off its hinges! For goodness sake, slow down!’

Lizzie grabbed the glass off the worktop and hung on the taps as she was so parched she guzzled the water. Then, newly on fire, she banged the glass down and skipped to the back gate, anxious to return to her scooter.

Lizzie flung open the gate. She looked left and right. There was no scooter. Devastated, she ran to the corner of the road, expecting to see a neighbourhood child playing a joke on her but there was no one, nothing. She ran back to her mum, crying, red-faced, her clothes damp from her tears.

‘Someone’s taken my scooter,’ she wept.  Her mum’s tone changed instantly, ‘Oh dear, love, I expect you’ve left it somewhere.’ If this was meant to be comforting, it wasn’t. Taking Lizzie by the hand, she led her of the back gate. They both looked out expectantly. No scooter. ‘Perhaps someone’s borrowed it,’ she said encouragingly. ‘Let’s hope it will turn up.’

Back in the kitchen, Lizzie’s mum sat her in a chair and gave her a rare chocolate biscuit to pacify her.

Jane July 2016

My Rabbit

My Rabbit

He went everywhere with me, even appearing on wedding photos.  I loved this strange looking thing, with his large red cylinder shape bottom, tubed body with little stubby arms at right angles, a head out of proportion with crosses as eyes and nose.  But the most important thing were the ears worn out and replaced many times, they were everything.  Long and comforting, wrapperable around my fingers, my security.  I could face anything that my world threw at me as long as I was able to weave my fingers around those ears, and rub them gently on my cheek while sucking my thumb.  I felt complete, confident and secure, bold and fearless, even off the spiders that ran around my room at night.  As long as I had my rabbit’s ears in my hand.

I still remember the day, I was made to throw him away, ‘but big girls don’t need things like that’ my mother informed me, but I didn’t feel grown up.  I still need my security, it was the only thing that had stayed with me, that was still mine. But there she stood with the bin opened waiting for me to cast away my rabbit, and with it my protection.  The hand was now placed on her hip and the foot started to tap, ‘come on that smell thing has to go, or do I have to do it?’  It’s my rabbit, if anyone was going to cast it way, it would be me.  So I gentle and carefully placed him in the bin, slam went the top ‘good’ she turned and strutted away.  A single tear ran down my cheek, I mustn’t cry, but how was I going to survive without him.

Gill

And...

Rembrandt

Night Life

I have a primitive fear of darkness and know that I will soon regret this solitary walk into the village and wish myself safely back home.  Hedgerow rustling, a distant bark, wind stirring the leaves in the trees all conspire to fire my imagination and quicken my footsteps.  Once I used to walk the city streets at night without fear, overflowing with the confidence of youth, unaware of dangers waiting in the shadows and concealed threateningly around the corners.  Now pigeons noisily flapping from their roost at my approaching steps, can make my heart thump.  

And later I must reverse all this, make my way back to the lights of home, where I will close the gate, pause and gaze up at the blue-black sky.  Orion, the Plough and the North Star shine bright in the galaxy - far away, dazzling and belittling.  The owl’s screech brings me back to my own small safe space, the present and home. 

Leah Spencer June 2016

Being Here!

Seaside

I let myself join the wind

And my mouth is open with the laugh…

How nice it is to be here –

My hair goes mad, I am careless…

Jurgita

GREAT NEWS!

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All our writers have been on a huge learning curve and have been challenged to produce more and more text.  There is a heap of fantastic poetry on the table, as well as thoughts about country living. The writing is really coming to life.  The groups are full of chat, laughter and new friendships.

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A Child's Morning in Lithuania

I can smell the scent of spring flowers and soft lips touch my forehead. I can feel the gentle stroke on my face and after few seconds the room door closes quietly...

My mum has left to go to work but the smell of her perfume still hangs around me. My mum goes to work very early every morning but I know I will see her after my school day and yum yum - she will smell like delicious homemade food then. 

I open my heavy sleepy eyes and slowly glance around the room.

On my left hand side stands the tall, big, old fashioned wardrobe. A warm feeling goes through my little body - I know my mum hides a few chocolate bars on one of the shelves in a wardrobe.

My mum has no idea that I know the secret place - I found it when I was looking for my clothes and instead of the odour of fresh clothes odour I managed to smell chocolate. I definitely have a good sense of smell.

On the top of the wardrobe are the photos of my mum and dad. My mum looks at me and smiles from the photo. Dad looks very serious and manly, he wears his army uniform.

I remember that photo from an early stage of my childhood. My dad was on army duty when I was born, so every time when someone ask me where is my dad I would point my finger to the picture on the wardrobe. My mum said it was so funny when my dad finally came back home after his military service and I was nearly one year old. She asked me to 'go and say hi to your dad' and I did, I said hi my dad's photo.

Further in the room I can see the shadow of my parents' sofa bed and my desk where I sit every evening to do my homework.

Opposite my desk is a window.  The red curtains are still closed and the yellow tulips on the curtains look like dancing slowly while a mild breeze enters the room.

On the right hand side, a black and white TV stands on the TV table. I wonder what is on the kid’s channel tonight. Fingers crossed it will be my favourite 'Nu Pogodi' ('Just Wait') series and I can watch it before I go to bed tonight.

On the top on the TV stands my dad’s precious thing - a belt recorder. We have such a good times dancing all together when dad switches it on the weekends! Mama-Mia!

I can hear my little brother sigh deeply in his baby sleep in his cot.  My heart fills up with a huge wave of love! I cannot wait for him to wake so I can sing his favourite songs and watch him laughing with his big brown eyes and toothless mouth.

I stretch my body slowly and the bright orange colour catches my eye. I realise I lie there in an orange cloud and feel soft cotton covers hold my body gently. I love my bed sheets - orange with red smiley Russian dolls figures called Matryoshka dolls. I always had a feeling they kept my dreams safe from nightmares. I slowly immerse myself in sleep again.

Far far away I can hear steps and a quiet click. Suddenly, COCK-A-DOODLE-DO! (kakarieku!,) the rooster sings on the radio!

Oh Dear! It wakes me up!

My dad with his fresh after shave smell slowly bends towards me and whispers in my ear 'Good morning my beautiful daughter - time to get up and get ready for school.’ A gentle kiss and little tickle on my funny bones and I am ready for a new day.

© Jurgita Stipiniene July 2016

Jurgita

26/05/2016