I, Miss Lorina Bulwer
The words
spill out,
Tumble over
themselves.
They say,
why am I here?
The rant
goes on at length,
Suddenly
lucid thoughts prevail
Slow and
deliberate,
Speaking of
people she has known
With Royal
connections
The
Maharajah of Kelvedon
Caught in a
tapestry web
Dr Pinching
from Essex was the bearer
Of the good
news.
A properly
shaped female
Not a
eunuch or hermaphrodite
But
Aphrodite!
Did her
birth confuse them?
And send
her to the workhouse?
Sister and
brother sealed her fate,
Parental
death bore her there
On
sibling’s arms.
To that
place where nothing lives
Except
despair
And
Turnbridge and Powell.
Lives
preserved in linen and thread
Lives
preserved in linen and thread.
Shame on
famous families
Great names
hide there,
Gurneys,
Bulwers of Wood Dalling,
Did they
know?
The plots
are uncovered
One by one
by this tortured soul.
It hurts me
to read,
I feel sick
and tired,
Reality
holds her with a thin thread,
Fate sealed
here, but she knows
Truth will
appear one day.
For now,
she hides it
In a
cupboard to preserve.
Hilary
Hanbury January 2017
Lorina was an inmate in the lunatic wing of Great Yarmouth workhouse where she angrily embroidered her letters on trailing lengths of patchwork fabric, venting about being locked up and abandoned by friends and family. Her furious hand-stitched letters, painstakingly sewn together while she was incarcerated, have long fascinated me.
The tapestry was found long after her death over a hundred years ago and has recently been on display at a number of Norfolk Museums.
I am presently writing a novel inspired by her story.